I was under the naive impression that only boys let you down but it's not true men do too.
I thought I had it cracked; Dye my hair... Get my body back in shape... Get my confidence back... SORTED
Well not so, turns out making yourself more appealing to the opposite (or same for some of you) sex just invites in more people that disappoint.
I've tried making an effort, being forward, chatty and charming. I've tried playing hard to get, attempting a mysterious persona (ha). It seems no matter what I do, I'm always faced with the same situation. "I don't want to disappoint you." "I don't want to waste your time."
Nowadays it seems like its not about what you are doing wrong, its about what you must not being doing right. Since I seem to be under the impression that if I was that worth it, that you'd be interested and therefore you wouldn't be wasting my time.
S.J.P. OUT.
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